Anonymous

I have lived out here alone for just about 5 years. I have attended MSC for little over 2 years. I’m a female combat veteran and I am currently struggling and battling with what God’s purpose for my life is, when I have no family or friends or community. I pour into people and something over the last 2 months has hit me with severe depression and questioning if my prayers for what I desire in my life are being heard or answered. The previous message series with Apostle Paul has pierced me to the core, because I genuinely feel like him right now. Pouring out love and trying to know that it is okay not to get or receive love back. But to keep doing it regardless. I am broken and I’m debilitated by this depression right now. I cannot put into words how alone I feel in this current world.

Received: September 8, 2025